For those who know me, the space program has always been a big part of my life. Today, Neil Armstrong has died. I have been surprised at how that has affected me.
You can say what you want about NASA, but that organization has done more for this country than most governmental organizations.
As a child, I watched Neil step on the moon, the first heavenly body that Americans had ever touched. To this day, that memory has stuck with me. As you can probably tell, writing this is difficult. We have lost, not only an American Hero, but a World Hero.
I want to reprint a portion of what the Armstrong family said in their statement ...
“The next time you walk outside on a clear night and see the moon smiling down at you, think of Neil Armstrong and give him a wink.”
Tonight has been an emotional night for me, and I am reposting a previous post as I witnessed the final Space Shuttle launch.
Enjoy ... or reflect ...
Apollo Son reflects on the end of the Shuttle Program
Growing
 up as the son of an engineer working on the Saturn V, I came to love 
the space program and everything that it represented. The risk, 
exploration, innovation and country pride during the early days of the 
Apollo program is unmatched in our history.
On
 Friday, July 8th, I took my family up to the Cape for the final shuttle
 launch. Regardless of only a 30% chance of a launch, we arrived to 
crawling traffic and cars parking wherever there was a sliver of land to
 view the launch.
This
 brought me back to the days of the Apollo missions. The throngs of 
launch watchers took to the shores of the rivers, lagoons, and the 
beaches. Sometimes we would arrive hours before the launch and spend 
what seemed like all day and sometimes into the night. Back in the early
 days, the launch windows were not of the ten-minute variety that we see
 today.
The
 sense of pride and accomplishment that made the Apollo program special 
infiltrated all who watched in awe at the spectacle. Thousands would 
gather with their picnics, battery powered televisions and radios. All 
around, the echoing of the launch sequence reverberated from the tinny 
sounds of transistor radios at each outpost. A chorus of voices joined 
the countdown adding to the excitement of the moment. At liftoff, the 
crackling of the five engines producing 7,650,000 pounds-force shattered
 the calm. The massive percussion assaulted our senses and the crowd 
would cheer the Saturn V as it climbed higher into the sky. 
Waiting
 for the final Atlantis launch, the crowd reminded me of the early days.
 It was good to see. I had witnessed other shuttle launches and the 
crowds were not impressive. People had grown complacent with the Shuttle
 program. Faceless astronauts, not the rock star explorers of the early 
years, piloted the Shuttle. The country had become an “event” crowd and 
the routine shuttle launches were not an event. Sure, they came back, 
after a tragedy. That always made the next launch an event.
I’d
 like to say that the Apollo program was not subjected to the same 
apathy, but that is not the case. In the waning years, the fervor of 
launches and the routine of going to the moon brought smaller and 
smaller crowds to the beaches. The Apollo program ended due to budget 
cuts and the lack of support to keep sending Americans to the moon. 
As
 we waited for the final firing of the main engines, the feeling of 
nostalgia and pride rippled through those that had gathered on the 
shores. However, it was eerily different. In this modern day of iPhones 
and technology, there were no radio’s belting out the launch sequence. 
Many people looked around wondering what was happening, was it going to 
go off on time. Thousands of launch fans stared at their web accessed 
phones, trying to get an update. There was an almost church-like hush 
amongst the crowd.
Suddenly
 and quietly, the liftoff occurred. The flash of the solid rocket 
boosters lit up the sky and the Atlantis climbed quietly into the sky. 
With the wind at our backs, it was as if a silent rocket had just shot 
toward space. The crowd started to point at the fireball climbing 
higher. The cheers and applause escalated and a chill went down my 
spine. Although much quieter, this Apollo Son felt the excitement and 
pride of the old days.
The
 man standing next to me looked up and shouted, “Godspeed.” The term 
used back in the early days of manned space flight, a Middle English 
expression, a wish for success and fortune for one setting out on a 
voyage, adventure, or travels. The Atlantis disappeared behind the 
clouds for a brief moment. As it broke out into the blue, the sounds of 
the its thrust finally reached the ground around us and provided a brief
 feeling of the power involved in sending humans to space.
Forty
 some years ago, I was a wide-eyed kid, watching us send astronauts to 
space with awe. It is my hope that my three-year old son will have a 
glimmer of memory about this historic launch. He knows his grandfather 
helped build the Saturn V and he loves everything “space.” He gets 
excited when he sees the moon and I can’t help but think that he might 
one day be able to venture back there. 
There
 is no question that the Shuttle fleet is old and very costly. I don’t 
disagree with the ending of the program. It just hurts that as 
resourceful and innovative we are as Americans, that we don’t have an 
alternative in place.
Life
 sends you down roads that you never thought would happen. I’m a author 
now. Writing stories about a teenager named Van Stone. He doesn’t have 
any magical powers or isn’t a vampire. He’s a real kid that uses science
 and determination to solve mysteries. Since I build his world, maybe 
one day he’ll get into space. The only problem is, we no longer have a 
manned space program. 
Let’s hope I don’t have to build an imaginary world for him to accomplish that task.
 



 
 





